I get it now.

IĀ am desperateĀ to find something that makes me feel alive.

But nothing ever does.



I'm a 22 year old college student with aspirations too high for my own good. I've been diagnosed bipolar type 1 and have a small gathering of other problems like self-harm, anxiety, and ones I don't talk about (yet). I'm the proud owner of a big and rambunctious kitten. I love to write, I live with my parents, and I always seem to be having some sort of mental flare up.

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  1. Dostoevsky said “There is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings.”

    Ask yourself what you can do to be worthy and then do it. When you feel down or alienated, remind yourself of this.

    I have found that this helps me.

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