We are celebrating Passover and Easter at my in-laws today. Holidays are hard for me. I feel self-conscious. Simple questions, what have you been doing?, trip me up. Being around people, putting on the game face, wears me out. I so want to stay home and hide under the covers.
At the Seder, we go around the table reading. I hate this. I feel like people are watching me when it is my turn. My husband likes it. He leads the reading and there is a great meal after.
For Easter we do an egg hunt. That part isn’t so bad because it is all focused on the kids.
Mentally, I think I am doing pretty well, just some anticipatory anxiety.
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